A shoulder to cry on.

Read this off at one of the article,

" Some things are best not to talk about. Let nature take its own course! If we happen to meet, so be it,. I'm very easy-going. "

If lending a shoulder would help bring away all the pain and sadness and bring back just a slightly little happiness, I wouldn't mind lending it.

Having not able to say or express something that you are not able to, feels awful.
Living in denial is even awful.
Feeling all those emotions that ones' feel.
I may have got what I want, and given what I can.
Am I even doing it right?
Or I was just

... lying to myself?

I asked for direction, direction that will leads me to answer.

We do not repeat the same mistake only when we understand, know and acknowledge it is a mistake.

What we deem as a mistake may not be a mistake to others.

We called that different thinking, understanding, different point of views.

Accept whats not.

If only, 

we can choose what we want.

Have you even felt so lost, that you don't know what to do?

I'm lost.

Mind

Have you ever needed some time alone at some where not home.

Times when you realize that the social platform is longer a safe place to express how one feel, especially years from the last time you realize you are so sad that you needed express fearing the fact that people simply don't believe and it is just another scene. 

Once asked myself who really oneself is for many years that I know it seems like I do not know.

What is right and what is wrong. What exactly is this.

Thinking about why is this feeling so weird.

Thinking about why I can't read their mind.

Seeing things that are inappropriate given the position of oneself and acting like another one in front of different people or this is actually how oneself felt it is appropriate and right.

I am confuse, daze, surprise, speechless and lastly, lost.

Time like this people insist to believe that love is all cause after all those complains whinings impossible you made and advises you heard are deems as bull shitting and lying.