Restrains

Times when you wish you could say something you want but ended up not saying.

Wish that everything could goes in flavor to oneself.

Afraid of getting deep in anything.

Not wanting to express because that's not what you wanted but you want.

Misunderstand of not knowing, when actually you know everything and remembers.

What is this?

Giveaway !

*Finger-crossed!*

Farewells

Bidding goodbye shed tears.
Saddened a person.
Hard to put things down.
Reluctant to go.
Misses part and parcel of memories.

I am not a farewell-person.
Two days ago, had a quarrelled with my Uncle over some issues.
I know i may have hurt him with my harsh words but it hurt 100 times more when it's over and to think about it again.
Saying sorry is not my forte, i forgive by talking again, smile again and laugh again.
I did not said goodbye to my uncle because i know i could not hold my tears and it will make my uncle more unbearable to leave Singapore to Australia.
It seems like a year had gone so quickly. 
It always this last few days makes me so emotional, i wonder if my siblings think the same? Perhaps not my bro.

I hates to hurt ones feelings, because aftermath i am hurting myself more than i hurt to the targeted.
I am not sure if this is a part of growing process... I've learn to think more and reflects more than i used to.
Probably in the past I would not be bother so much, but now it bothers me a lot.
I starts to care,
think and worry more than i did in the past.

Unappreciated

I, have never felt so unappreciated before.
I am mad, furious, angry and disappointed.
Months of bearing and dwelling have been suffocating and it is still adding up.
They have no idea how stressed I am.