If lending a shoulder would help bring away all the pain and sadness and bring back just a slightly little happiness, I wouldn't mind lending it.

Having not able to say or express something that you are not able to, feels awful.
Living in denial is even awful.
Feeling all those emotions that ones' feel.
I may have got what I want, and given what I can.
Am I even doing it right?
Or I was just

... lying to myself?