Another post for today. This is simply because i am unhappy.
I feel that i am a middleman in between my friends and this sucks? It is so hard to stand in between them, so difficult. First i have to worry about how the other friend think, second, my friend might have think i had told my other friend the things she said. Eh what the hell seriously, i'm not this type of person. I feel that when we are growing older and at different place we can never meet new friend but just friend who talk nonsense. Real friends are the only friends that exist during our primary/secondary school days. The friends i made now feels as though friend for school only. I am not standing side is because i treated all as my friends and probably because of my friend i drift pretty alot with a friend i used to talk alot during our 1/2 semester. Although she might not understand the society, at least i know that we have a common topic. I really hates it when i am taken for granted. It is not like i have treated anyone badly, do i even deserve all this shit? Please when you needed help people helped you, when you don't need you KICK them aside. I really don't like saying all this thing. If you are impatience fuck that man? I know its irritating to repeat twice, that doesn't mean i didn't do it and for that i didnt even give an attitude. IF i can heard properly, see properly, FLAWLESS be there for class i wouldn't even ask for a favour. You don't even appreciate what people did for you, why am i being so kind and help? Fuck you because i treated you as a friend. It's not my choice to ask a question, you know what i miss my friend who left school not long ago. She indeed helped me alot more than you did although i knew her only during sem2. I may have seen like kind and high tolerant, i have my limits too. I didn't wanna say bad about anybody is because i don't think i need to talk about it and who am i to judge? And what for? You don't gain a sympathy or anything at all. You said it because you think you are so perfect. To be honest, i am a spoiled girl once too. Tell me who is not? I am still a spoiled girl now, it is just that i know the reality of life i changed but at times i still need to be loved. There is alot of stuffs we had to be understandable. Put yourself in their shoes to feel how is it like.
I feel that i am a middleman in between my friends and this sucks? It is so hard to stand in between them, so difficult. First i have to worry about how the other friend think, second, my friend might have think i had told my other friend the things she said. Eh what the hell seriously, i'm not this type of person. I feel that when we are growing older and at different place we can never meet new friend but just friend who talk nonsense. Real friends are the only friends that exist during our primary/secondary school days. The friends i made now feels as though friend for school only. I am not standing side is because i treated all as my friends and probably because of my friend i drift pretty alot with a friend i used to talk alot during our 1/2 semester. Although she might not understand the society, at least i know that we have a common topic. I really hates it when i am taken for granted. It is not like i have treated anyone badly, do i even deserve all this shit? Please when you needed help people helped you, when you don't need you KICK them aside. I really don't like saying all this thing. If you are impatience fuck that man? I know its irritating to repeat twice, that doesn't mean i didn't do it and for that i didnt even give an attitude. IF i can heard properly, see properly, FLAWLESS be there for class i wouldn't even ask for a favour. You don't even appreciate what people did for you, why am i being so kind and help? Fuck you because i treated you as a friend. It's not my choice to ask a question, you know what i miss my friend who left school not long ago. She indeed helped me alot more than you did although i knew her only during sem2. I may have seen like kind and high tolerant, i have my limits too. I didn't wanna say bad about anybody is because i don't think i need to talk about it and who am i to judge? And what for? You don't gain a sympathy or anything at all. You said it because you think you are so perfect. To be honest, i am a spoiled girl once too. Tell me who is not? I am still a spoiled girl now, it is just that i know the reality of life i changed but at times i still need to be loved. There is alot of stuffs we had to be understandable. Put yourself in their shoes to feel how is it like.
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