On 21April 2011,
If i hasn't say those word, things would be better now.
Mum, grandma, sister won't have to worry about me.
I ruined this family myself today.
She hates me and won't want to talk to me forever.
I am dead in her eyes, i am long gone.
I feel very sorry for what i had did.
I will never forgive myself for making grandma sad.
I will never forgive myself for what i had did,
I will never.
I will never be myself again.